Whenever you end a relationship with someone, plutonic or romantic, and they become so wrapped up in feelings they claim they don’t have…
They turn into a really ugly person.
Like they do things to intentionally cause pain and manipulate situations.
And it’s so pitiful.
People get extra for an imaginary audience and it’s comical.
When you finally get a level head about everything you take that for what’s it’s worth, you see that side of a person that makes you reevaluate you entire relationship.
I understand more than ever the phrase “miserable people do miserable things.”
Acting in such a manner is most definitely the best way to go about making sure we will never revisit a friendship or relationship ever again.
And what’s even worse is when those types of people act like maintaing a relationship with you is some sort of favor…. NOAP!
That type of front turns me off of people so bad and so fast.
Have your feelings, do what you need to do move on…
But I can’t respect a facade.
I’ll miss you but I’ll dodge that fuckshit bullet.
I’m taking my ass to Afro-Punk and Burning Man next year.
And I fucking missed it.
I went to Dragon Con Atlanta this weekend for the first time and was so damn excited man.
I fucking loved it.
I was at home with my people! 😂😭
It was so fun and the people were so dope man.
I’m going to make it a point to run up through there annually.
Next year I’m going to partcipate in cosplay.
If you know me you already know who I’m trying to go as…
Daenerys Targaryen or Kitana from MK….
Gotta find me a friend or bae who trying to be Drogo or Liu Kang 😩💕
I really gotta get back into meditation.
I used to do it in my early college years and really forgot how much it levels your spirit and reduces your stress and anxiety.
Niggas been trying it as of late and I know I need a much needed, deep rooted chakra cleanse…
I recently became familiar with Osho and I am literally blown away.
Especially by the first video that I was exposed to.
Like everything he was saying and the energy I felt while listening resonated in a powerful way.
I’ve been watching videos on YouTube back to back trying to absorb a lot of what he was speaking on and let it marinate.
I connected with the majority of his philosophies on sexuality and couldn’t help but feel that, that’s the most fulfilling way to share yourself with your partner and experience a genuine type of intimacy you won’t be able to reach with just ordinary sex.
I watched the first video like 5 times before venturing off onto the others…
I was just like…. Shit.
Had I been having sex all wrong?
The energy and feelings were all electric. I felt enlightened and turned on at the same time. Lol
The next time I have sex, I am to practice what Osho was speaking on in my favorite video of his.
I hope my partner is into it just as much as I am so the experience can be shared and a closed circuit.
The complete and total surrender of yourselves to each other has gotta be an otherworldly experience.
Those videos and his philosophies are amazing man…
Never love a woman as a woman and never love a man as a man. ❞
That ship has sailed and sunk to the bottom….