You gotta a embellish a balconette bra, garter belt and stockings.
Ruin his life for the night.
Make sure he never forgets it.
Constantly torn between “If it’s meant to be, it will be” and “If you want it, go get it”
There is no grey area with me…
I either care or not.
And when I care, I do so with my entire being.
Apparently everybody’s fallback game is strong and I’m still leaning forward trying to save everything and everybody.
I’ve mentioned before that is don’t make connections too often because I’m guarded like Ft. Knox.
So once an authentic connection is made. I do everything in my power to maintain it.
Usually my gut feeling towards about a shitty person is legit but I have been fooled before.
Those are unique cases where I set that bridge on fire and never look back.
It makes me queasy to how disposal people are to people, especially when that person is me.
I’ve never been wired that way and I like to avoid those who are at all cost. Just don’t come near me if you plan on being temporary.
Past couple of years I’ve had the harsh lesson if learning when to throw in the towel.
Especially when the fight is one sided.
I’m still grasping the concept of this and it has proven to be the most difficult lesson thus far but as I grow older, I see why this is something I needed to learn.
Love is my religion so I will always fight.
But when you’re in the ring by yourself…
I feel like you exhaust more energy.
Energy that could be spent elsewhere.
Elsewhere with someone willing to fight back.
And I refuse to be resentful and bitter because of it.
Nobody is disposal, but don’t kill yourself trying to hold onto anyone that’s not trying to hold back onto you.
My “fall back” game not strong at all.
Because you can’t fall back from a mf you really care about.
Lets be real.
it’s ” i want i want i want. i expect i expect i expect. i deserve i deserve i deserve”
and it’s rarely “in a relationship, am i ready, prepared and willing to give exactly what i hope to receive?”
date yourself a man who knows what he wants and goes after what he wants
that knows he wants you and demonstrates that you’re exactly what he wants
stop dealing with wishy washy, indecisive, maybe/perhaps/kinda/sorta men
Stop opening your arms
to those who are only
looking for a place to
rest their tired bones. ❞