Jhené Aiko - The Pressure
More than you’ll ever know,
More than you’ll ever know…
Please do not drive me crazy,
Unless you’re gonna go,
With me… ❞
They’ll brand you crazy when they don’t communicate, forcing you to be the initiator and seeker of communication by all means
Brand you insecure when you know their eyes wander.
Say they care when all they do is hurt you.
Say you’re loved when all you feel is neglect.
Make you feel as though you’re in the wrong when you respond to their wrongdoings against you.
Love isn’t supposed to hurt, make you feel neglected, insecure, crazy, guilty.
You deserve to be celebrated, and anyone who doesn’t celebrate you, your uniqueness, your beauty, they don’t deserve a pinch of what you have to offer.
So don’t cry over them but free yourself from the chains in your heart by letting it out, raise your head; know your worth and progress towards the next stage…
There is a world for your taking and you have the ability to be and do whatever you’re heart desires…..
Don’t allow the wrongdoing of someone else towards you side track you…..
Don’t lower yourself because of them. Don’t give anyone that power over you.
Because you’re better than them.
Now I realize it was just a normal reaction to an abnormal amount of bullshit. ❞
There are people walking around this world saying that they can’t do negative energy…
Or be around people who bring it around.
As if they aren’t the source of said energy.
My negative energy is the direct result of consistent bullshit, dummy.
I feel like I should start taking full responsibility of not only my happiness, but my sanity too.
I can’t keep allowing myself to constantly remain disappointed because I care too much…
I’m taking back my power, the control I have over who I let in my space and the affect they have on it.
I am so tired of bullshit people and the toxic shit they carry with them.
I’m tired of festering in the dark. I’m tired of being unhappy.
This is my fault because I allow shit to shit around and fester and mold, and I need to clean the shit up… And throw it away.
It’s making me sick, and I’m tired of being sick.
I need to tell more people to fuck off and take their no nutritional value, miserable, trash ass relationships with them…
Building together is just as important as having fun together.
I don’t expect one to exist, or survive without the other…